how im feelin:
doing: coding and browsing the web!
playing: minecraft
watching: drawfee
listening: i dont wanna be me by type o negative
hiiiiiii... ik i said i would get back to u in a week but guess what happened? the horrors. been zuper depressed lately,, i didnt get many drawings done at all that last week of artfight. but im still satisfied! it was very fun!! my last handful of drawings were all BANGERZ i swear... i guess i just put more time into them! anywayz, we have gotten back into the flow of doin vc every night, and by "we" i mean my friends! we also started a dnd campaign! its been SO fun so far... first time i had a good day in weeks. its set in the walking dead world cuz the dm loves twd!! i got so nervous i puked tho,, been puking alot for some reason. its been really hot out lately, so that sucks barls. but i cut my hair last night!!!! now we just have to dye it! i finally look more like my persona!!!!! i tried to cut my hair in that fashion before and i fucked it up but i did much better this time around! had to watch videos on how ppl cut emo bangs lol, might have to use a straightener for the side parts tho cuz they dont stay down. ive been watching alot of youtube lately and its been fun!! stuff abt peoples sketchbooks and closet cleanouts lol, also abt oc inspiration. um, its been very hard to do anything lately, ive been sleeping ALOT. it suckz. how depressing, just been feeling like it doesnt matter what i do, ill just end up doing nothing my whole life. school starts soon, that also suckz. whats the point in going? ill only be going because i could talk to my friends, but near the end they wanted us to talk less and less, i cant handle being around these stupid boys. ugh... and its so FUCKIN BORING THERE, 3 whole hours of nothing, i could get so much more done if i was home using that time. im nothing without my friends tbh... i cant do much for myself, there has to be an outside force. thats probably why ive found it hard to draw and create stuff. ugh, whatever. but its all i can think about rn,, how upset i am. ANYWAYS i this is taking forever to write... its been 8 days since i started... started going on tumblr again! havent used it in awhile,, its so fun!! IM ENDING THIS POST EARLY IDK WHAT TO SAY HAHA BYE!